Tonight is one of those nights where no matter what you do you are still bored out of your mind. I have tried talking to friends on the phone, working on Christmas projects, reading random blogs, e-mailing friends, and watching sappy Christmas movies. All things that I typically enjoy and yet tonight I am restless.
Tonight is one of those nights that I wish my close friends lived close by and I could just call them to hang out. It gets so aggravating at times to have yet another "Me Night" on Friday night. I realize that one day I won't have these times. One day I will be longing for a night all to myself because the demands of a family will be overwhelming. However, the hope of a future family is not much comfort this evening.
The one thing I can take comfort in is that I am loved. Although there are times I may feel lonely I am never alone. I have a God who loves me with such a passion that will never be equaled. And in that my heart finds joy.
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38-39
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