Perfect Timing!

I am always amazed at how God's timing is absolutely perfect! Though this last week I have been going through one of the most trying times of my life God has shown up for sure. When I called to Him, I discovered He has been there the whole time.

Wednesday my parents were headed to Eureka Springs to use their anniversary gift that we gave them back in November. On the way they stopped by to drop of my bicycle that I am getting from my brother, and they invited me to come visit them on Thursday so I wouldn't be alone. We had a great time on Thursday exploring all over Eureka. We went geocaching, rode the train, and then saw the passion play. It was great to be with them and to know I have their love and support always.

Friday I left for then New Frontier's Midwest Conference. God just really opened my eyes this weekend and poured His love out on me. Last night during worship we were dancing and shouting praise and I felt like myself again. I felt totally complete and completely satisfied. This morning God really made me realize that worrying about when or who I am going to marry is silly. He told me to look around and see all these married couples and families. He said that he creates marriages every single day. It isn't something unusual or difficult for Him, it is something he does everyday, many times a day. Why would I ever think that He isn't big enough to do the same for me? I was humbled by that thought and it gave me great hope. God knows what he is doing and it always works so much better when I let Him drive in the first place.

It's still hard, it takes some getting used to not talking to someone after you have talked to them every day for 9 months. But I know this is all God, and I have hope that this is not the end and the best is yet to come!