Stupid Anger

You know being angry will drive you to do some really stupid things. Today I did just that. After talking with Jeremy last night I was so focused on it and upset all day that I ended up doing something that everyone wants to do but really shouldn't. I e-mailed his new girlfriend and told her exactly what he did to me and made sure to point out the fact that he was to chicken to tell me that he was dating her. On top of that I sent him a copy of the e-mail as well. At the moment it felt great to write all of those things and push the send button knowing I was going to hurt him just as badly as he hurt me. And now, just a few hours later, I regret it. I shouldn't have done that. I have every right to be upset with him but as a believer I should respond in love and not anger. I guess I got want I wanted, to end my friendship with him for good. But now on top of the heartache, I feel sad that I acted so immaturely. I still have alot of growing up to do I guess.