It such an amazing feeling when God sets you free from something. Today I went with my friend Kimberly to Jeremy's place and got my chairs. I prayed before I went that he wouldn't be there and he wasn't. After I got the chairs it just felt as though a huge burden was lifted from my shoulders. I came home deleted him from my cell and from my e-mail, so basically deleted him out of my life. God has given me a fresh start and it feels so amazing!
From the advise of my pastor I have asked one of my close friends to be my accountability partner and to be there to ask me those hard questions when it comes to me and being in a relationship. To be totally open and honest with me about everything even if I don't want to hear it at the time.
I have also decided that I really don't want to be in a relationship for a while. I just need to focus on what God has for me and if he brings someone into my life then great but if not then that's great too. I am learning that my hope, peace, and joy all come from the Lord and is not based in someone else. That only He can truly fulfill the deepest desires of my heart and He is the only one who can love me and never fail me.
It feels good to be free!
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So is the music room dry and fixed?
The classroom is still underwater. All of my stuff is packed up and going to storage for a year. The good news is that they are totally remodeling our school next year so I will get a brand new classroom in 09.
I know this'll sound nuts, but an underwater classroom sounds fantastic. I just imagine the oysters, sponges, coral, fish, what a treat. Snapping shrimp, croaker fish, giant frogs & small dolphins could produce an aquatic orchestra, but the conductor would have to be quite talented.
ok, back in the real world, glad to hear of the remodeling, fresh start. Guess your getting the camp thingy ready now. A woman artist here, Kati Texas (from Katy, Texas no less) runs the North Star camp for girls at a park here on the coast, they have quite a time. She's so creative, paints murals and became the Rutabaga Queen of the Kinetic Sculpture Festival here couple weeks ago.
know what i think? you oughta get on a horse and ride into a saloon somewhere find a cute guy and let that horse stomp him a little til he yells/screams for mercy, then marry the sucker. and take really good care of the horse, in case the guy starts acting up and forgets about the horseshoe tattoo on his backside. Make sure he's single though, else it could get real complicated.
all the best ~ be blessed ~ not stressed.
(i was kidding about the horse thing.)
I know you were joking about the horse. I thought it was quite funny actually :)
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